#DiyanaThoughts: Love

Good day to everyone, it's been quite awhile is it?

I've been busy during past month since I've started new job and I do not have time for any additional activities however my hand has been itching to write. God, I miss writing!

Today topic would be on my thoughts. I have quite a few posts that are still in draft but I feel like writing a new one and I would love to talk about Love. What does it mean by love? is it love for your God? is it love for your soulmate? is it love towards your friends?

so this is what I get when I googled love:

to feel great affection for (someone) : to feel love for (someone) : to feel sexual or romantic love for (someone)

That one definition is from Merriam-Webster. Great affection is it? I have quite a lot of people that I feel great affection for. My God, my parents, my best friends but I kinda want to talk about him to you guys, my reader. if ever someone read my blog.

I've met him last year, he's quite good looking maybe because he came from university that is quite prestige (I said that because my mum always said yang genius je boleh masuk Universiti tu), he got that radiant smile and I remembered the first time I was stunned by his smile. we're quite far, but I can see him quite clear and he smirked at me because he won bet between me and him and god knows how much I'm falling for that smile. I smiled because he smiled and I still do, until now.

I think a few weeks ago, he asked me what did I see in him? I was too overwhelmed with that answer so I just answered without thinking. I just stated reasons because of his personality but truth to be told, there's a lot more but I seems can't let it out. All I know, when I see his face, I can tell that my mind, my body, my heart subconsciously tell me that he's the one. I always thought that I did more, but actually I know he did more than me. For a person that appreciate his sleep, willingly picked me up after his whole day class because I will get in bad shape if I did not see him for that weeks. God, I am so ngada!

I love him a lot, even writing this post making me all sensitive and missing him a lot and I'm crying while I'm doing this posts. Oh god, I am such a cry baby!

Hey, if you're ever reading this. I love you, Syed!

The love of my life